My WoNdErFuL Chaos.

Hi there.. you can call me Jenn. I'm 25, I'm a U.S. Army wife and mom of 2 beautiful kiddos. My husband got home from deployment not long ago :) ... I am currently actively in recovery from an eating disorder (ednos, bdd, sh, depression, & anxiety).. I, in no way shape or form, encourage this disease or behaviors as such. I simply want to sort out the crazy in my head. And maybe I can finally get better. Maybe I will finally be free. <3
(disclaimer - none of these pictures are mine unless I state otherwise.)

Annaka Silvia (via dulcetive)

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It’s exciting when you find parts of yourself in someone else.

Let’s raise children who wont have to recover from their childhoods



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I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations.

Bevin Branlandingham  (via lostgal49)

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It is just a body. The more you can be neutral about a body, the better. Bodies change, and many times they change from things out of your control. Bodies do not, and never will, have anything to do with your value.


i love freckles theyre skin stars

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With The Seasons Come New Reasons || H.V. (via my-hidden-voices)

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Picture this
it’s winter, midnight
you wake up shivering so much you think your bones
will rattle right out of your skin
nights like these you can’t tell the hunger apart from the cold

2am you lie awake
wrapped in more blankets than you thought you owned
you try covering your face
thinking maybe you can suffocate the monsters swimming in your brain

it’s winter and you are shattered like glass
it’s winter and you’re disgusted by the prominence of your cheekbones
and the pale ash of your skin
still too lose around the edges

Picture this,
it’s spring and you’re tired of shaking
it’s spring and you want to run outside in
one layer too few
as though your bare skin will invite the summer sun
to absorb you faster
it’s spring and you still can’t remember how it feels to be warm
but you’re trying
oh god you’re trying

Picture this
it’s fall and the leaves are almost as bright as your newly dyed hair
the stylist finally agreed that it had grown back strong enough to be
tinted with the reddish brown you love so much

it’s fall and the pumpkin pie your grandmother makes doesn’t leave you
heaving on the bathroom floor
it’s fall and you’re not afraid to taste the air because
it doesn’t feel like it will blow through you any more

Picture this
it’s winter, midnight
you sleep with one foot on top of your blankets
because you finally remember what it’s like to be warm

2am and you’re sound asleep
unafraid of the morning to come, the meals to eat,
the people to speak to

it’s winter and you finally learned how to heal
it’s winter and you realize that there is nothing more beautiful
than the warmth of your soft, rosy cheeks
and your light, porcelain skin

it’s winter and you’re safe
it’s winter and you’re strong
it’s winter and you don’t feel
so broken anymore


isn’t it ironic that boobs are used to sell everything from burgers to soap but how dare a mother breastfeed her child out in the open

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